Glad you are still giving it your all! Remember, doctors are just practicing medicine.Of borrowed time . On this day 3 years ago I was lying in a hospital bed waiting for my brain to explode . Was in a hypertensive emergency . pressure at 221 over 121 , had a crao and several tia’s . Left me blind in one eye and some trouble with short term memory but lucky to be alive as I probably should have checked out .... it’s been a life altering experience for sure . But I’m still on this side of the dirt and thankful for each extra day I make it through . Life is good !